For the past few days i have been thinking of certain things. Indeed making choice is one thing, making the right choice is another thing. Come to think about it, Jesus really paid a hugh price for us. I can't imagine the pain that he had gone through and how great the love he had for us. How did he do that?
Well, he is the reason i am living for. And right now i am very clear that i am not alone and i will not be afraid of what comes ahead. I shall stay strong and fight the battle. I shall recommitt my whole life again into the loving hands of God.

Dear Lord,
I am sorry for not being focus. Thank you for giving me a second chance. Thank you for loving me before i know you. The many failures that i have gone through, you were there with me. Thank you for loving me for who i am. And i will do anything to please you once again. I am coming back to the heart of worship, worship you alone. You are far greater than i ever thought. I ran out of words to describe, but i can't help, but love you more and more each day.
Lord I just pray, that you will lead me, just one word you say, i will follow. Listen to the cries of my heart, you are the one i am yearning for, the one that i long for.